|Me and bipolar disease||
Today I am feeling sad. A big friend of mine disappointed me. I sent her a text yesterday inviting her to go to a painting exhibit with me (I know she likes painting as much as me). She answered: "When do u want to go?". I said "Thursday", and she didn't bother to say anything else. I guess her silence means she is busy on Thursday. Still, she should have said something. There is no excuse for not accepting or refusing someone's invitation. There are so many means of communication that if your mobile's battery is down, you have internet, someone else's phone... I wonder if I should forgive her... I am really upset. She hasn't said anything since yesterday (is she really that busy on weekends that she can't say something to me?). I wonder if she is having personal problems in her life and if that is why she is acting like this. Well, as she has been a good friend so far, I guess I'll give her a second chance, maybe ask her how are things going in her life. Sometimes people make things that hurt you, but they don't mean to. I have hurt people I love because of maniac or depressive episodes, but I didn't mean to do so. I was just not myself. Have you ever hurt people you love despite of yourself?